Don't know why feel like blogging.. currently think too much about LOVE! LOL..
do u believe that i never couple before? :) u might believe..dont need to feel schoked!
some ppl will think that we are so "pure" some ppl will think that we need a perfect x100  boyfriend..
lol..maybe is the timing problems..and we study at girls school! family not allow us to in a relationship is good,but sometime we having problem sure need someone to talk and care..对的时间遇上对的人 :) i believe this..i did meet someone but wrong timing i'm late..i fall for this until now..i can't do anything right now..cause im studying still..i promise myself after SPM i will never make myself regret on it anymore..after my SPM let's see what i do :) actually i quite desperate on love..sometime so jealous my bro'gf ,they would someone to care and love..me? i love myself enough la..lol! oh ya! still got one problem..to the guy who got gf dont flirt me,im a girl who easily fall in love..dont try it! =.=
alright wanna gosssip with my huihui~ chaoz~ =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I'm happy that my babes do many things for me.Example chocolate,video,pudding..

i love it so much! they love me so much! i love white colour so they wear white clothes,white pants!

i 'm so happy with it :) when i view the video that they make for me i was crying like a baby..

somemore hwee ping beside me ! haha! feel likw so funny! ur learnt piano because of me! make the chocolate form me! i appreciate it so much! really! the best present i ever had! :')

thankyou so much babes! <3 thanks for someone that u remember :) i'm happy about it! thankyou <3

this year is the second years that my family never celebrate with me..why? cause my dad n brothers were outstation..i feel lonely actually..i did up sad about it,but i understand they are busying working..

my second brother so funny! he ask me when is my bday? that time edi is 13 aug (1.30a.m) i said yesterday! he was like shocked!! O.O LOL! never mind brother i never blame on u..im okay with it..

if ur knew that i wanna treat xin a cup of starbucks ,u know what's reson? cause one of my wishes came true! im happy when i received it! i smile from my heart <3 it warm my heart :D

awhile more im going to meet up my piggie sister! haha! so i chaoz ya ;)

你已经好久没有主动打电话给我，甚至没有主动发过一条短信，我们，就这样了吧。就这样，不再爱你了.
不再，为你心动了
你会不会，会不会像我想你一样想我呢……
距离拉长了思念，却阻隔了见面；让你离我好远好远。眼看着身边的人一个一个都有了轰轰烈，我想，是该放下你了，回忆，仅仅是用来回忆。
不要说我不甘寂寞，因为我已经寂寞了好久，不要说我用情不专，因为你从来不属于我，也不要说我轻言放弃，你甚至，连一个微小的回应都不曾给我.那是因为爱，因为委屈，因为心痛…
不再留着你的短信不舍得删掉了
不再一遍一遍的回看我们的聊天记录
不再眼巴巴的盯着手机期望你的电话了
不再上一整晚的QQ等你现身了
不再到处跟别人打听你的消息了
不再向好友倾诉自己的心酸了，因为倾诉过一次，已经代表，我决定放下你了
你 拨动了我的心弦，却不曾为我驻足，当我以为你还在的时候，你已没有踪影，当你回头找寻我的时候，我已开始寻找自己的天空，亲爱的，我把最美好最美好的年华 留给了你，我，于你无愧。亲爱的，我的青春有限，承担不起一生一世的等待。亲爱的，让我骄傲一次，这次，是我不要你了。
我爱你的时候是真的爱你，我不爱你的时候是真的不爱你了
请不要怀疑，曾经，我愿意不顾一切的等你，愿意随时随地陪你，愿意在你身后默默的看你，为你的快乐而快乐，为你的悲伤而悲伤，尽管，那些情绪，与我无关啊……
等待不苦，苦的是，没有希望的等待……
我爱你，但，那只是曾经。

心声 :)

偏心的父母最令儿女讨厌！
根本就不明白他们的感受！

承诺是用来骗小孩子吗? 我不要这些承诺!
承诺是垃圾!是骗话!
无谓的希望,期待也么用..
到最后你得到的是同情的施舍和敷衍!
难道要将我们才开心吗?
真心不能一次又一次的付出..
它也会受伤..无限期痊愈..
我该做的,也做了..不该做也做了..
不想再去理会一些我不应该知道的事..
没有心去理会..我不想得到敷衍和施舍!
就当让自己休息..
独立吧!黄惠敏!
不是每一件是都要有答案的..加油!



如果我不理你呢?

不回信息

不接你电话..

你会怎样?

Morning! no! is afternoon =x

well~i awake at 11.30 i 've enough sleep! wee~ x)

currently im very lazy to on my facebook,because so BORED!

alright start my school life~

I get my result,its so sucks! i can't stand for my result..

no one i can blame,cause its my problem =( 

i didnt prepare much..9 sept is my trial! omg! i starting nervous!

i think i have to prepare my exam right now..this fews day i was busy at my project..

moral ,account,sivik! still got one more is add math but dont know whether need to do anot..

I done my account project,moral 80% sivik 0%! HAHA..

after all the project i have to start study..can i? 

My laziness is so serious! ISH! i hate myself..STUDY HARD PLEASE! 

SPM coming soon! aiks..i dont want to lose again! >< 

alright,stop talking about exam exam exam stuff,if not i will stress boom =x

do u guys feel i fat already? i felt it! many ppl said me fat..

my babes,mummy,brothers,auntie..omg! keep fit! nowadays i din take my meal i just eat a piece of chocolate! thats all! even hungry also dont want to eat..hopefully my weight will decrease >< 

ohya! i intro u guys a chocolate! TWIX! damn nice! whr can i buy it? i love it so much!!

my bro gf's mother bought for him from australia..i want it!!! i went to giant find the chocolate,but dont have..

aiks..anyone whr can buy? tell me pls >< 

okay la..i have nothing to say..chaozz~ 

WONG HUI MIN JIA YOU!

To the fucking bitch WTJ 4709!
u're such a brainless bitch!
Bang my bro car and run away right?!
I WISH U LET A BIG BIG LORRY BANG! MASUK HOSPITAL LAGI NICE!
BITCH! u pissed me off! why m i so cruel?
cause of this kind of brainless ppl bang ppl's car n runway! somemore say no money!
u no money?! go DIE better! 没钱大完?!! no money can bang ppl car n runaway?
did u learn moral from ur school? i think no! cause u're bitch,how come u know?! 
the second time my bro car kena bang and the ppl say NO MONEY!
GET ＬＯＳＴ! ＥＡＴ ＳＨＩＴ!
gor,sorry..my fault,if i din ask u fetch me to ah ye house it wont happened..sorry..
so sorry..spoil all ur mood :( sorry..

i got new idol! omg! so cute! so leng zai!
woots! love him so much! :D i saw him from a movie 幸福最晴天..
my type xD haha..i know i'm crazy XP but i just out of control!
his song nice too :D intro some to u guys..first! 摩天轮晚安,勾一勾 n 那首歌! nice~

李易峰!!!! <3

Just awake..my blur face =x

tomorrow i'll chaoz to taiwan....my babes domt miss me so much boh xD PERASAN! i know it =P
disapear 6 days..yestday i was so sorry to my baobei hwee ping :) so sorry..ignore what i said..u mean so much to me..don't think about it anymore..love u :)
where my mood going? feeling so moody..cheer up! i can do it! :)
alright just a short post..chaozz~

心痛的感觉消失了..
是否不再喜欢你?
我不知道

GOODBYE MY NAME TAG =)

Everything END! 28-5-2011 such a memorable day..today is my school -联欢会-
sleep at 3 o clock wake up at 5 o clock..2 hour?! enough? NOPE! go to school prepare all the stuff..
on that time,i facing some problem..maybe im panic,sorry junior i scolded u all..i have no the qualification to be a leader..i handle all food,but then i think the most worse ba..right? =l i know that..the show finish at 12.30pm..quite fast,we have to clean all the things..i felt so tired,everyone felt tired too but we have too..after clean i was out of control..cried is the way i release out my feeling..so i cried out,luckily got 2 friend accompany me and make me laugh..both of u are so good :) onn onn~fei gai~ i'll try to find Mr.Rich clothes for both of u :) my eyes was so pain..until now my emo mood still on..zhi zheng guai! take care yourself please..when i saw u pain like wanna faint,i'm very worry..don't make us worry le..u ask me don't cry,okay..i don't cry,but u have to take care ur body..don't too stress edi,everythings end..we edi did the best =) and no need sorry about the food,no one knows what will happen,so no worry + take care !
SORRY who i had scolded,THANKS who helped me..

 sorry for the pic was so blur..

today not in good mood..cause my ekonomi paper was so difficult! hopefully get a B..
i still have 3 paper to go..tomorrow is Add math.but i havent study yet..i don't have the mood..
i shouldn't like this..wake up please! face my exam first! my heart just can't concentrate..
feel like having many problems..but i don't know how to decribe..just now u was pissed me off!
i fucking hate people that blame me why i don't find him,if he don't text me..i just can say im not a "zu dong" person..if u can't accept den just go away..im not lc,just i really don't know how to find people king gai..
if u ask me to text u,i will! if u din say i won't cause i dont know how..i do chat with u but .....(for guys only)
i feel tired..long time never cry..i think i have to cry out loud n release out all the feelings..alright just a simple post..study now~ 5 Dahliah's girls all the best! <3 

i ___miss____ the___ moment

公主病?
可能你们会觉得我是,我也觉得我有一点..为什么?
-我不敢一个人打车(也不是很会搭)
-我不敢一个人等车
-每次要人载我回(爸爸妈妈哥哥)
-不敢一个人从地铁走路回

为什么我敢? 太被保护? 从小到现在,我都蛮受保护..因为在家里最小..
直到现在都是家人接送..中二开始会搭车到ampoint,bukit indah,klcc..
有时出街,家人叫我到lrt 等,我也是鼓起勇气在那里等..心理很害怕..不知道为什么..
一定觉得很好笑吧?  还有一次哥哥来不到载我,叫我走路回家,我坚决不可以! 真的不可以! 我克服不了..最后哥哥还是来载我..很大小姐是不是? :)不过 已经习惯被别人讲..
我讲不出心理的障碍..就是接受不了..可能我的的胆就是将小..
哥哥,你们懂吗? 我真的很怕..你们只是想我觉得累不要走回家,不是!  我是真的怕..
不知道自己怕什么..对不起麻烦你们,每次当我的司机 x)
几时才可以不再怕?

Today! i was hangout with hui xin,li teng n kimberly..
today our activities are EAT > MOVIE > EAT > MOVIE !
Walao! the selling ticket that guy reconize us edi ==
i line up to buy ticket for 5 times+! OMG! starting feel sien!
we watch JUSTIN BIEBER NEVER SAY NEVER & JUST GO WITH IT!
the boss(li teng) watch until fall asleep!ish! after the movie complain so much!
aduii! after we went to old town ate..i did something fish things..very sorry to boss! wahaha..LMAO! starting loves justin bieber's song! <3 so nice! 6.30 we watch just go with it..this movie damn funny! laugh non-stop! HAHA! kesian kim sit on the floor,coz her seat at so high..after that go to chatime find kei they all..coz teng n kim join them..we have our dinner at wong kok..then accomapny xin back..little,dont unhappy le :) smile! i having the same problem with you..aiks..never mind la,passed! i quite enjoyed today! the boss zat me non-stop! i talk one,she zat me 10 back! == zat until i no energy to fight back..ish! never mind i forgive u! muhahaha~ actually im freaking tired! sit in the cinema 4 hours+.. i saw so many ppls at pavilion..i saw jin(primary fren),anson(cousin bro),parent.. now im thinking about the question teng asked me..why i want to act like i dont care? cause...like this only i can face her :) yawnn~ going to sleep..nites peopls~

teng,rmb i told u i got a surprise for u? TADA~ haha

end up with my silly face! x)

I feel like wanna blogging,but just a short simple post :)
today quite tired,i started tuition at martin tuition centre with my baobei jie n little muimui..
my tuition teacher so funny! LMAO! x) in his class no one will sleepy i think ..
i saw my primary fren si miin there,quite shocked.lol.after tuition we have to wait a boss(li teng)..
she n wenn keep on discussing about the calculator~ aiyoo~ mou ngan tai! haha..we walk through a lorong,suddenly got a sor poh said :baobei!!! rain ah! (she use her file to cover me) scared me=.= i though what happen..haha..but thankyou ya <3 so lum tim xD haha..teng n xin laugh non-stop! in the train laugh again! aduis~
in train i gonna fall down so many times! luckily teng n wenn holding me..if not, fish boom! >.<
reached cempaka station,my brother came fetch me,i saw his car got a iphone 4 case,ofcourse i'll take out and see,but i saw something special! omg! hairband! n girls's wallet! i ask him,gor this is ur bag?!   he answer so fast: yes! i zat him,u need to use hairband de a? why ur wallet is pink colour one?  HAHA! finally he speechless! he paktuo edi! hor hor hor! but i don't know that girl =.= i will 8 dou one! no worry! haha xP
LOL..today so many funny things happen..happy moood ON! x)

What time now? 1.16! omg! later going to wake up at 6.30! gosh~ dont know why feel likw wanna blogging..act my post is so lame,just ignore me :P today nothing special,just went to bentong (bro office) coz got show..i saw a jiejie so pretty! aww! jealous..LOL..stay at thr for few hours..after tat went to bought dim sum..so late still eat! FAT SEI! @@  alright go to the main point..i want talk to two person.
first "u"
when i read ur status,i can felt u so unhappy..but i dont know why..i cant ask,can u find me and tell me what is going on? i'm useless to u,but i do listen to u..be happy :)

Second "u"
Everything has fixed! what i can do is accept..i need time..i understand ur situation,do anything u feel happy..its enough :) don't care abt me,coz i'm just a silly girl..

Yawnn~ is time to oioi..chaooz...nites~

 

 

Yoo~ raining now..cannot go anywhere..sigh! I'm happy finally i get i phone4! yohoo! welcome my iphone  goodbye to Sony W890i :) w890 no worried i wont abandon u,cause i had bought a maxis number for u. xD means i got 2 numbers =) i bought from my brother's fren shop,so expensive man! =.= thankyou to my lovely brother! :) my result not really good,but i reach the target u wanted..thankyou so much! <3 sorry for spent alots ur money :( i know you earn money is so san fu de,sorry and thankyou :) after took phone we went to leisure ate,then back home play phone,install games,software..now i realize iphone really not easy to use @@ aiks..at least i know how to call,type msg and download games =.= LOL~ alright,today i went to KLCC with my babes,what for we going there? cause education fair! we knew alots information of college..we used 1 hour for it,after that i went to leisure mall Starbucks yam cha with brother..what we do at there :D we play our phone with a cup of Starbucks drinks! woots! enjoy so much! time passed so so so so fast~ sudah pukul enam,brother have to go bentong dinner with his girlfren's family..he just bought Jay Chou new album! walaowey! damn nice! when u come back K.L borrow me watch again :D hehe..wait u come back play phone together =) Love my Family!

Daddy,eldest brother,little sis,mummy,youngest brother n second brothers

(forgive my eyes ><)

Alright i'm back to my blog~ so lazy to update  :D

i just finished my first intervensi! wee~ actually this exam quite hard,coz we din even know which chapter will come out,but we get some tips :) in this period our class happened something,i wish we could back as last time :) nowadays my mood sometime good sometime bad..so random~ when something has gone,u must learn to let it go..no matter how u not willing to do it..cause that is not belongs to u,just save the memories in ur mind..ermm,dun misunderstand i didnt couple :) LOL.. SPM still left 250+ days only,i think i couldn't play as form 4 that time,have to be more hardworking..BUT i'm lazy girl..hee~ i'm so expect my holidays,mummy planning to go pulau redang on march holidays..hehe..hopefully can success cause i had long time didnt spend my holidays with my family :) i miss daddy,elder brother and youngest brother! mummy n second bro oways see them in house no need miss one xP  oh ya,i'm going to have iphone4,thanks for my youngest brother! he obey his promise! hehe..i'm waiting~ next wednesday! still left 4 days~ wohoo~ cant wait >< and my new con has arrived at my pretty jie there.BLUE con! woots! you know what? yestday i reached home around 4 o clock after bath i going to sleep,sleep til 8 o clock for my dinner.after dinner i sleep again! sleep til today morning 8 o clock! WAOH~ what happen to me?  macam pig! ^@^ opps,so obvious to show out i'm a piggie.LOL..but i quite enjoy my sleeping time! so nice,finally i realize why my babe choco loves to sleep already! xD tomorrow going to out with my little aka xin~ we wanna buy Japanese girl's present n XXX present..shhh~ secret~ LOL..i have nothing to say anymore..so chaoozzz~

You will never know the hurt!

Only know ur jb gf! what about us?! 

Did u think before? when u said u dun like to come back, my heart totally break!

We didn't care you?! did we? why will u said out this! 

How come became like this?

Dont made me hate u please! cause i love u!

Three of u are freaking important for me! 

I please u to stay but u didn't!

Maybe for ur,sister equal to nothing! 

The Pain

The Hurt

My heart

My Tears

Stop everythings! i hate to see it! don't try to show me..
you've no qualification!

so serious for what?

serious fuck off! 

if want ply come on! 

no more heart to being serious!

i learn so many things! 

thanks for teaching me dont be so serious! =) 

THANKS ALOTS!

2011!
Tomorrow school reopen! >.<
form 5?! oh no! do i look like form 5 girls?
SPM killing me! girls do well in this year!
hope this years everything is alright..
god bless me >.<