January 28, 2012

突然间有一种莫名的不开心,相信很多人都试过..
感觉很不舒服,所有的事情都不如意..
很不喜欢这种感觉..谁也帮不上忙..
也许看开点是唯一的方法..振作点吧!
所有的事情会解决的..
多希望我想着的他,会在这一刻找我 :)
我知道是不可能..别想太多了:)
不想希望变奢望变失望..我受不起了...........
这一刻真的不想说话,安静地听着音乐,回忆之前和你的一切.......

August 16, 2011




Don't know why feel like blogging.. currently think too much about LOVE! LOL..
do u believe that i never couple before? :) u might believe..dont need to feel schoked!
some ppl will think that we are so "pure" some ppl will think that we need a perfect x100  boyfriend..
lol..maybe is the timing problems..and we study at girls school! family not allow us to in a relationship is good,but sometime we having problem sure need someone to talk and care..对的时间遇上对的人 :) i believe this..i did meet someone but wrong timing i'm late..i fall for this until now..i can't do anything right now..cause im studying still..i promise myself after SPM i will never make myself regret on it anymore..after my SPM let's see what i do :) actually i quite desperate on love..sometime so jealous my bro'gf ,they would someone to care and love..me? i love myself enough la..lol! oh ya! still got one problem..to the guy who got gf dont flirt me,im a girl who easily fall in love..dont try it! =.=
alright wanna gosssip with my huihui~ chaoz~ =P

August 13, 2011




HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I'm happy that my babes do many things for me.Example chocolate,video,pudding..
i love it so much! they love me so much! i love white colour so they wear white clothes,white pants!
i 'm so happy with it :) when i view the video that they make for me i was crying like a baby..
somemore hwee ping beside me ! haha! feel likw so funny! ur learnt piano because of me! make the chocolate form me! i appreciate it so much! really! the best present i ever had! :')
thankyou so much babes! <3 thanks for someone that u remember :) i'm happy about it! thankyou <3
this year is the second years that my family never celebrate with me..why? cause my dad n brothers were outstation..i feel lonely actually..i did up sad about it,but i understand they are busying working..
my second brother so funny! he ask me when is my bday? that time edi is 13 aug (1.30a.m) i said yesterday! he was like shocked!! O.O LOL! never mind brother i never blame on u..im okay with it..
if ur knew that i wanna treat xin a cup of starbucks ,u know what's reson? cause one of my wishes came true! im happy when i received it! i smile from my heart <3 it warm my heart :D
awhile more im going to meet up my piggie sister! haha! so i chaoz ya ;)

July 23, 2011

你已经好久没有主动打电话给我,甚至没有主动发过一条短信,我们,就这样了吧。就这样,不再爱你了.
不再,为你心动了
你会不会,会不会像我想你一样想我呢……
距离拉长了思念,却阻隔了见面;让你离我好远好远。眼看着身边的人一个一个都有了轰轰烈,我想,是该放下你了,回忆,仅仅是用来回忆。
不要说我不甘寂寞,因为我已经寂寞了好久,不要说我用情不专,因为你从来不属于我,也不要说我轻言放弃,你甚至,连一个微小的回应都不曾给我.那是因为爱,因为委屈,因为心痛…
不再留着你的短信不舍得删掉了
不再一遍一遍的回看我们的聊天记录
不再眼巴巴的盯着手机期望你的电话了
不再上一整晚的QQ等你现身了
不再到处跟别人打听你的消息了
不再向好友倾诉自己的心酸了,因为倾诉过一次,已经代表,我决定放下你了
你 拨动了我的心弦,却不曾为我驻足,当我以为你还在的时候,你已没有踪影,当你回头找寻我的时候,我已开始寻找自己的天空,亲爱的,我把最美好最美好的年华 留给了你,我,于你无愧。亲爱的,我的青春有限,承担不起一生一世的等待。亲爱的,让我骄傲一次,这次,是我不要你了。
我爱你的时候是真的爱你,我不爱你的时候是真的不爱你了
请不要怀疑,曾经,我愿意不顾一切的等你,愿意随时随地陪你,愿意在你身后默默的看你,为你的快乐而快乐,为你的悲伤而悲伤,尽管,那些情绪,与我无关啊……
等待不苦,苦的是,没有希望的等待……
我爱你,但,那只是曾经。

心声 :)

July 11, 2011

偏心的父母最令儿女讨厌!
根本就不明白他们的感受!

July 9, 2011

承诺是用来骗小孩子吗? 我不要这些承诺!
承诺是垃圾!是骗话!
无谓的希望,期待也么用..
到最后你得到的是同情的施舍和敷衍!
难道要将我们才开心吗?
真心不能一次又一次的付出..
它也会受伤..无限期痊愈..
我该做的,也做了..不该做也做了..
不想再去理会一些我不应该知道的事..
没有心去理会..我不想得到敷衍和施舍!
就当让自己休息..
独立吧!黄惠敏!
不是每一件是都要有答案的..加油!


June 27, 2011

如果我不理你呢?
不回信息
不接你电话..
你会怎样?