突然间有一种莫名的不开心,相信很多人都试过..
感觉很不舒服,所有的事情都不如意..
很不喜欢这种感觉..谁也帮不上忙..
也许看开点是唯一的方法..振作点吧!
所有的事情会解决的..
多希望我想着的他,会在这一刻找我 :)
我知道是不可能..别想太多了:)
不想希望变奢望变失望..我受不起了...........
这一刻真的不想说话,安静地听着音乐,回忆之前和你的一切.......

Don't know why feel like blogging.. currently think too much about LOVE! LOL..
do u believe that i never couple before? :) u might believe..dont need to feel schoked!
some ppl will think that we are so "pure" some ppl will think that we need a perfect x100  boyfriend..
lol..maybe is the timing problems..and we study at girls school! family not allow us to in a relationship is good,but sometime we having problem sure need someone to talk and care..对的时间遇上对的人 :) i believe this..i did meet someone but wrong timing i'm late..i fall for this until now..i can't do anything right now..cause im studying still..i promise myself after SPM i will never make myself regret on it anymore..after my SPM let's see what i do :) actually i quite desperate on love..sometime so jealous my bro'gf ,they would someone to care and love..me? i love myself enough la..lol! oh ya! still got one problem..to the guy who got gf dont flirt me,im a girl who easily fall in love..dont try it! =.=
alright wanna gosssip with my huihui~ chaoz~ =P

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!
I'm happy that my babes do many things for me.Example chocolate,video,pudding..

i love it so much! they love me so much! i love white colour so they wear white clothes,white pants!

i 'm so happy with it :) when i view the video that they make for me i was crying like a baby..

somemore hwee ping beside me ! haha! feel likw so funny! ur learnt piano because of me! make the chocolate form me! i appreciate it so much! really! the best present i ever had! :')

thankyou so much babes! <3 thanks for someone that u remember :) i'm happy about it! thankyou <3

this year is the second years that my family never celebrate with me..why? cause my dad n brothers were outstation..i feel lonely actually..i did up sad about it,but i understand they are busying working..

my second brother so funny! he ask me when is my bday? that time edi is 13 aug (1.30a.m) i said yesterday! he was like shocked!! O.O LOL! never mind brother i never blame on u..im okay with it..

if ur knew that i wanna treat xin a cup of starbucks ,u know what's reson? cause one of my wishes came true! im happy when i received it! i smile from my heart <3 it warm my heart :D

awhile more im going to meet up my piggie sister! haha! so i chaoz ya ;)

你已经好久没有主动打电话给我，甚至没有主动发过一条短信，我们，就这样了吧。就这样，不再爱你了.
不再，为你心动了
你会不会，会不会像我想你一样想我呢……
距离拉长了思念，却阻隔了见面；让你离我好远好远。眼看着身边的人一个一个都有了轰轰烈，我想，是该放下你了，回忆，仅仅是用来回忆。
不要说我不甘寂寞，因为我已经寂寞了好久，不要说我用情不专，因为你从来不属于我，也不要说我轻言放弃，你甚至，连一个微小的回应都不曾给我.那是因为爱，因为委屈，因为心痛…
不再留着你的短信不舍得删掉了
不再一遍一遍的回看我们的聊天记录
不再眼巴巴的盯着手机期望你的电话了
不再上一整晚的QQ等你现身了
不再到处跟别人打听你的消息了
不再向好友倾诉自己的心酸了，因为倾诉过一次，已经代表，我决定放下你了
你 拨动了我的心弦，却不曾为我驻足，当我以为你还在的时候，你已没有踪影，当你回头找寻我的时候，我已开始寻找自己的天空，亲爱的，我把最美好最美好的年华 留给了你，我，于你无愧。亲爱的，我的青春有限，承担不起一生一世的等待。亲爱的，让我骄傲一次，这次，是我不要你了。
我爱你的时候是真的爱你，我不爱你的时候是真的不爱你了
请不要怀疑，曾经，我愿意不顾一切的等你，愿意随时随地陪你，愿意在你身后默默的看你，为你的快乐而快乐，为你的悲伤而悲伤，尽管，那些情绪，与我无关啊……
等待不苦，苦的是，没有希望的等待……
我爱你，但，那只是曾经。

心声 :)

偏心的父母最令儿女讨厌！
根本就不明白他们的感受！

承诺是用来骗小孩子吗? 我不要这些承诺!
承诺是垃圾!是骗话!
无谓的希望,期待也么用..
到最后你得到的是同情的施舍和敷衍!
难道要将我们才开心吗?
真心不能一次又一次的付出..
它也会受伤..无限期痊愈..
我该做的,也做了..不该做也做了..
不想再去理会一些我不应该知道的事..
没有心去理会..我不想得到敷衍和施舍!
就当让自己休息..
独立吧!黄惠敏!
不是每一件是都要有答案的..加油!



如果我不理你呢?

不回信息

不接你电话..

你会怎样?